In the early hours of this new day, emotions riot within me. But why? I shouldn’t have a struggle in the world.. I want for nothing, have food and a home. I get everything that I want handed to me on a silver platter.. Why the misery? Why the dissatisfaction? The depression and the self hate? I hope, through this blog I can sort these thoughts and feelings out. Or at least… maybe I can get through to someone else who is actually struggling.